I am really apprehensive about my Dr.s appointment tomorrow. Let me explain where I am at first of all...
O.k. today I am on P+4 (Creig.hton Mea.thod). I started spotting last night CD 20 which is very similar to my last cycle when I started spotting on CD 22. Last cycle the spotting lasted for 4 days then on Cd 26 I got my period. So, my question is what the heck is going on...My hormones must be so WACKY right now. All I know for sure is that on CD 17 this month I turned in to a major emotional wreck (poor Dh) and have been irritable and tired ever since. I can't wait to have my P+7 blood draw on Wed. I am sure it will only confirm the hormonal train wreck I am going through. Not only that but, after this cycle I am suppose to start hormones and get a new game plan from Dr. Hil.gers on ttc again. Hopefully after Dr. Hil.gers get the results from my thrombophilia panel and the natural killer assay he will know what steps to take next.
I haven't decided if I am going to wait to ttc and get all of my blood work done for the immune evaluation or just go ahead a ttc. I am so afraid to miscarry again though. (I am trying to go see Dr. Khaw-Kim whose is a reproductive immunologist). Ahh, I guess I should just pray about this and see what happens...
Oh, so back to the appointment tomorrow. I am seeing a Dr. Rosen.burg who is a reproductive endocrinologist and does IVF. NO I am not seeing him for IVF but for diagnostic blood work. The Dr. isn't aware of this yet so I hope he doesn't "poo poo" my thoughts tomorrow. I am also planning on bringing him some information to read about reproductive immunology. That will probably upset him. But I just want to back up where I am coming from wanting to have blood work done. Hopefully it will all go smoothly, but seriously I am highly doubting it. I will definitely pray to the Dr.s guardian angel before I go in and hopefully it won't be as bad as I think.
I should probably stop now. If you made it this far then you're so sweet to read my ramblings for today :)
Many prayers for you infertile couples +
Hey you! I saw a comment of yours on another blog :) Yay, for the both of us just starting one!!! I am totally with you- writing about my struggles and connecting with other women going through the same thing is definitely comforting. I'll be praying for you tomorrow for your appointment! I hope you don't mind if I stalk your blog every now and then! We'll have to get together too though and chat about it all in real life :)
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