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Monday, June 1, 2009

Just a quicky

I am in bed stuffed with yummy pizza and wine with both the t.v. and internet going strong. My Dh is at a poker night with the men in my family and I am babying myself. Why? Because I am dying of cramps on CD 2 wishing I had a baby crying for me. I am aching to hold my little baby in my arms right now. I would have been about seven months along right now with a nice big belly. Wishing things wouldn't have gone wrong. I feel like I am wondering in circles looking for answers online for infertility. Oh, I am so glad I have you girls to blog to!!! Thanks for listening.
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6 comments:

  1. Grace in my HeartJune 1, 2009 at 10:41 PM

    I know you've probably thought of all of this already...but what did you do the month you got pregnant? Did you do anything special, etc? I think if I were you, I'd be analyzing my every move from that month and trying to copy it! :) Praying for you Amber! I wish I was a mother right now too! Waiting is so hard... xo

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  2. Life In MazesJune 1, 2009 at 10:47 PM

    I just said a special prayer for you. I can definitely relate to your feelings of wishing things were different. I hope your cramps get better. I pray that God's peace will comfort your right now.

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  3. the misfitJune 2, 2009 at 12:23 AM

    I'm so sorry. I'm right there with you with the cramps, though - or, actually, one day ahead. So, I can tell you that CD3 looks a lot better!

    I can't imagine how it must hurt to know that your little one should be there with you and isn't. But I'm very impressed with the evening you have scheduled. It sounds perfect. And the rest of the blogging world is happy to have you too!

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  4. Welcome!June 2, 2009 at 10:15 AM

    Morning :) I love it when we can take time to relax... I took the day off yesterday. I hear what you are saying.

    I am on CD 10. I start Fertile CM again today... we will also start the HCG shots again this month. No more work travel for the next few months... so at least George and I will be together. Over to the right you list that you asked Dr. Hilgers to be more aggresive this past month. What was his response?

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  5. AmberJune 2, 2009 at 12:07 PM

    Hope you enjoy your moments of relaxing even though its not exactly what we may want with the situation.

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  6. Praying for HopeJune 2, 2009 at 12:28 PM

    Don't wander in circles. It's way to easy to torture yourself with thoughts of what could have been. I certainly know I'd be in your case. Enjoy the "you" time.

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