Fertile Thoughts: Disappointed

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Disappointed

Big fat negative this morning...I am so FRUSTRATED I just don't know what to say besides WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH MY BODY?

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JellyBellySeptember 20, 2009 at 11:49 AM
I'm so sorry Amber. I wish I had answers for you.

You're in my thoughts and prayers!
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SewSeptember 20, 2009 at 12:09 PM
I am sorry. Really, I am!

I just think the new medicine regime you are is working! I just wished it worked immediately!
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prayerfuljourneySeptember 20, 2009 at 2:15 PM
I'll keep you in my prayers too. I don't like pg tests....after the first few times...I decided not to like them until they gave me the answer my heart desired. Lord willing you will get the answer you are desiring soon. :)
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ShannonSeptember 20, 2009 at 2:44 PM
oh, Amber, I'm praying.
This cross is just so hard--I can only imagine.
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Life In MazesSeptember 20, 2009 at 4:18 PM
My heart is hurting for you. I am praying and sending hugs your way!
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Fertile ThoughtsSeptember 20, 2009 at 6:59 PM
Thank you girls! I couldn't go through this with out you all ((((hugs))))!
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LifeHopesSeptember 21, 2009 at 11:43 AM
Ugh. I hate BFN's. Hate, Hate, Hate em.

I am so sorry. There are just no words. I have hit rock bottom over and over again with all of this. I understand how you feel. Please call me if you need to talk, vent, scream, cry, whatever:)
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Welcome!September 21, 2009 at 2:59 PM
I was gone over the weekend and just now reading up on your post. I hate this for you.... as I am reading your post I just found out my progesterone slipped a little. I am now at 41 from 44 two weeks ago. You know once we actually get pregnant... then there is the worry of staying pregnant. I am praying for you guys.
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Mrs. MikeSeptember 22, 2009 at 7:42 AM
:( I'm so sorry, Amber.
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AnonymousOctober 28, 2009 at 2:37 PM
pg tests are the worst, I'm sorry.
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Our Infertility Journey

06/26/2004 Got married yeah!...TTC ever since! 01/2005 sonogram - insides look great. 12/2005 Dh SA is A-OK! 01/2006 My first pap smear- normal 01/2006 Progesterone test - Low, lutel Phase Defect 03/2006 Prometrium cycle #1 12/2006 Consult for Endo.-it's a possibility...(majorly in denial of IF) 02/2007 Pap smear + blood work. A O.K. (I am not sure what blood work was done though) 02/28/2007 HSG Tubes are clear. 1 st Laparoscopy. Endo Stage I & II, Cysts removed on overies, 80% Endo. removed/ 20% remaining on bowels and bladder 03/24/07 Prometrium cycle #2 BFN! 04/23/07 Prometrium cycle,#3 BFN! 05/22/07 Clomid 50mg, Estrogen, Prometrium, Pre-Seed, Mucinex, BFN! 06/16/07 Clomid 50mg, etc. round two, BFN! 02/04/08 Yeah! Finally got a date to go to Pope Paul VI Institute for a lap. and ultrasound series and "the works". Date for surgery. 02/08/08 Hormone testing begins for PPVI 03/03/08 Hormone tesing ends...saving money for test results 03/06/08 Dh's SA went well...nutritional supplement to help(Proxeed) 08/04/08 Finally some results of Blood test. Progesterone normal...Low estrogen levels pre and post peak of cycle. 08/20/08 2nd Laproscopy and HSG with Dr. Hilgers. Mild case of endo found and removed. Tubes are clear. Naltrexone (slowly increasing dosage), B6, Pre-natals, cod liver oil, antibiotics for both of us. No more coffee and alcohol :( 09/17/08 Naltrexone (slowly increasing dosage), B6, Pre-natals, cod liver oil, antibiotics for both of us, plus slow release T3, clomid 10/11/08 Naltrexone (slowly increasing dosage), B6, Pre-natals, cod liver oil, antibiotics for both of us, slow release T3, and HCG Injections on P+3,5,7,9, clomid, Fertile CM, antibiotics 11/08/08 Hcg injections, clomid, naltrexone, B6, FerttileCM, Mucinex, Cod liver oil, Pre-natals, antibiotics, T3 12/09/08 PREGNANT -low progesterone, have to take shots 12/18/08 Told my family and relatives. Everyone cried! 12/23/08 First ultrasound, no heartbeat 01/08/09 Confirmed blighted ovum 01/15/09 Miscarried naturally at 9.5 weeks. Busy researching IF. Please pray for us! Taking a ttc break until April 09. 02/09 just charting 03/09 just charting 04/04/09 ttc again. Back on everything as before: Hcg injections, clomid, naltrexone, B6, FerttileCM, Mucinex, Cod liver oil, Pre-natals, antibiotics, and T3...BFN! 05/02/09 Taking the same stuff, haven't beem able to give up coffee yet. Went to see thyroid specialist and switch to synthroid. BFN! 05/31/09 Asking Dr. Hilgers to be more aggresive with treatment..we'll see. 07/31/09 Hcg injections, clomid, naltrexone, B6, FerttileCM, Mucinex, Cod liver oil, Pre-natals, antibiotics, Slow T3, PLUS Estrace for next cycle to increase estrogen levels. Went off clomid for next cycle. 8/30/09 Back on clomid and now adding Hydrocort . Also, adding Estrodial on P+3-12 9/27/09 Finally hormone levels are rising to be high. progesterone and estrogen are now in the high range. 10/4/09 Post Coital test done with normal results. 10/5/09 Started Endo diet to help heal myself!!! 10/13/09 Dh has normal SA results. 10/16/09 P+7 results resulted as high again. Woo-hoo! 11/13/09 Another cycle of great hormone results. Now where is my BFP??? 12/10/09 Best P+7 results I have ever had! I really hope this means some good news!!! Also, added acupuncture, herbs, and abdominal massage to the list of things to try. 12/17/09 Finally Pregnant again!!! I am due at the end of August 2010. 08/19/2010 Lucy Marie born at 6:46pm. Weight 7 Ibs. 15 ounces. 20 inches long. Perfect in every way! 02/14/2011 Dear Period, Where are you? I am ready ttc again! 04/17/2011 Welcome back to cycling and ttc :) 1st cycle after pregnancy. NO CRAMPS! That has to be a good sign. 06/24/2011 First cycle review since TTC. Dr. H says blood results were very low. Probably messed up on P+7 day...what? 07/24/2011 BFP! Amazing! I am pregnant without any treatments! Only medication I am taking is Hydrocortizone 5 mg 4x per day! Thank you God. Due date April 2, 2011. 04/03/2012 It's a boy! Charles Louis Massett born at 8:00am, 9 pounds 1 ounce, 21 inches long! Precious in every way! 02/14/2013 Welcome back to cycling and ttc again :) 1st cycle after pregnancy. NO CRAMPS! I know that is a good sign.

03/13/2013

Took some fertility herbs from my accupuncturist. BFN

04/14/2013

HCG on P+3,5,7,9 BFP!

05/16/2013

Pregnant! Due Jan. 2014! So incredibly excited!!!

01/20/2014

Emma Therese born at home on January 20, 2014 at 12:46 am. 8.15 Ibs. A very sweet easy baby :)

02/09/2015

Hurray! Finally got my cycle back. Ready to ttc again!

02/30/2015

Pregnant! Due Dec. 2015, holy smokes we are excited!

12/02/15

Agnes Cecilia Massett, weight 8.15, 21 inches long. 10:15 am. Born at home. Beautiful and healthy!

11/14/2016

Cycle back! TTC because I'm crazy and love having children! Thank you God for this blessing of life!
12/9/2016 LMP and I got a BFP on p+14, CD 32! Pregnant, due Sept. 17, 2017! Thank you God!

My Family

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Disappointed

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